why does this feeling seem to play hide and seek with me?

this time round,
i really know what im affected by.
what im minding.

the problem lies in me.
i cant get too emotionally dependent.
whether issit
my mother,
my clique,
anyone.
i wld feel deprived of concern easily.
this is a sense of insercurity.

so,
if you ask whats wrong with me these days,
this will be the final episode of what went thru my mind.